How I Beat OCD

10 Sep

So when the thick, fat package arrived, special delivery for me, my heart did a little skip.

Direct from the publishers had arrived my edited, type-set and proofed book and now was my time to have my final say.

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This was it. The finale. The home run. The last leg.

Here it was, almost ready to be printed ‘How To Buy Property At Auction’ by little old me.

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And it really has been such a journey. And I have loved every moment of it.

Writing a book is a yearned for dream of so many people, and truthfully now, having (almost) got to the end, I can hand on heart say: I get you. I understand you. I agree.

You should do it.

Without a doubt, writing a book has been one of the most rewarding, satisfying and proudest moments of my life.

But the proof reading has been a mind suck.

The editing bit was a doddle (although according to my google research this was meant to be the worst bit). For me in my little writing world, the proofing just seemed to use a part of my brain I am not used to using. Hmm – that sentence seems to have used a lot of uses.

Well, anyway that’s how it felt.

Me and the red pen felt it hard to keep up. And the red pen got hot. And I got hot. And red. Red hot.

And so I have now returned 60% of the manuscript with my red pen doodled all over it. And I realised I have become rather OCD. Or rather in writing terms, I suffer from: Obsessive Comma Disorder.

I use them far too much, or sometimes not enough.

And then I realised I was getting sucked into the vortex which is “analysis paralysis” and I had to step away from the manuscript.

Which is so hard; because it’s part of me, and yet somehow not part of me. What I have written will one day soon make its way out to you and will stand on it’s own two feet. And it kind of feels like I am now sending my child off to school to learn, and to be a grown up.

And I feel a bit tearful; a bit excited and a bit scared. Like any mother would.

And on top of that I feel a shed load of disbelief that somehow me and my child have come this far.

Because hand on heart, I cannot believe, having now proofed this entire book, I wrote all of this.

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And, you know what – that makes me feel like one incredibly proud parent.

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